It’s so hard to know what to pack for our yet most important and exciting trip! A journey we have no idea what the destination will be like! Packing our hospital bag!
You can’t take too much with you, you don’t want to be “one of them” who bring all unnecessarily things, at the same time you want to make sure that you have what you will need. You never know how long labour will take, or how long you will have to stay at the hospital post labour.
We just passed 36 weeks and I keep hearing ‘oh any day now’ that made it feel like everyone else is more prepared than we are.
I don’t know why it’s been so hard for me to pack our hospital bag, actually our pram is still in it’s boxes, our baby clothes are left with the price tags and we only have one pack of nappies and wipes. Don’t get me wrong, I’m itching of excitement to unpack the pram, I just can’t take for granted that everything will go as we want it to. I don’t know why this fear, but throughout the pregnancy I haven’t been able to enjoy it to it’s fully, always scared that something would go wrong, like I don’t deserve it or that I will get punished for something done in my past. There’s a saying in Swedish, and it goes like this ‘Don’t scream ‘Hi’ before you crossed the river’ meaning don’t take anything for granted before you know it’s for certain, don’t say hi before you have crossed the river, who knows if you will fall in. I’m sure there’s an English translation to it, but that’s how we say it in Sweden or ‘Ropa inte Hej fören du kommit över ån’ to be exact 😉
But here we are, week 36 and baby is growing, our last scans has been nothing but positive and nothing indicates that something would be wrong. I can feel her or he’s gentle movement through our anterior (outside) placenta that acts like a cushion between baby and me. The placentas location has made it difficult for Tomas to feel baby’s movements and the biggest reminder that he has that his life is soon about to change, is my growing bump. Oh yesterday Tomas had one of them laughs, expressions that I wish I could have caught on camera to re-live when my memory no longer has it accessible for me.
I had just installed our car seat, Tomas was getting ready to go to work, after been working nights this weekend he had been sleeping throughout the day. I came upstairs to put the car seat carrier in the baby’s room (I didn’t want to leave it in the car would it go damp) Tomas reaction seeing me carrying the car seat out from it’s box was priceless! I think it put reality in a sense he had not experienced before and he started laughing in joy. It was so heart warming! Especially knowing that I haven’t been the “easiest” girlfriend through this pregnancy, going though too many ups and downs, mood swings that Tomas unfortunately has been my target for. But enough about that, I’m so happy to have the hospital bag done, there’s still a few things I’ll need to pack, such as sandwiches or ready meals and sodas. As these are fresh items I left a post-it note on top of the bag to remember to grab this once contractions start, and in all honestly, we all know that the snack on the picture will be long gone by the end of this weekend.
Thank you for reading! I love being back blogging and I hope my words can inspire, or help some of you. Have an wonderful week now!
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